I bid goodbye to Little Miss Vain that afternoon and I could do nothing but hide my pain. I was so afraid. I have lived my life with her in me. Now, I'm afraid to take another step without her. I still felt her remnants in me and that made it much harder. I felt so lost.
Thank you God for sending an angel who reminded me that you are always there for me.
I realized how dumb I was. You were right in front of me yet I searched for others to wipe away my fears.
As I come into your presence, tears trickled down my cheeks. I was like a wounded child running to her father, telling him who caused those wounds.
Then you told me
" When fears weaken your knees, when you can't take it anymore, turn to me. I will not wipe away your fears but I will help you keep your knees from falling apart"
Those were the exact words I needed to hear. I felt a lot better.
I have not gotten over Little Miss Vain. I can still feel her inside me. Please make me strong enought to get over her. Thank you Lord. Thank you God. Thank you, Father.
