Saturday, August 8, 2009

Narealize ko...

  • napakaselosa ko...as in!...i compete for attention...tsk..isip-batang-myka...
  • "minsan, parang ang layo-layo nyo na at kayo na lang ang nagkakaintindihan. Kailan nga ba tayo huling nag-usap ng walang tinatago sa isa't-isa?"
ok..enough drama...
  • nakakatawa...may crush ako kamukha ng crush ko dati..na crush din ni neva dati...ahaha,,
  • hindi ako ganun eh, anong magagawa ko..
  • Hindi mo dapat baguhin ang sarili mo para sa isang tao unless mas mahalaga yung taong yun kaysa sa sarili mo...
  • bakit nga ba nating gugustuhing ibalik ang dati kung masaya naman tayo sa mga nangyayari ngayon?
  • pag mahal mo ang isang tao, kahit sinaktan ka niya noon,ngingiti ka pa rin ng kakaibang ngiti pag nakausap mo siya ulit at bibigyan mo na naman siya ng pagkakataong saktan ka.....
  • ok lang masaktan, basta sumaya ka kahit papaano..loser mo naman kung lagi ka na lang nasasaktan.ano ka martir?
  • pag humingi ka ng lakas kay Lord, hindi siya magpapadala ng angel para sapian ka at maging malakas ka, bibigyan ka niya ng sangkatutak na problema..hangga't ikaw sa sarili mo ay makadevelop ng lakas..God never spoon-feeds.He loves us too much to do that.
  • tunay na kaibigan ang isang taong dadalhin ka sa police station pag sinabi mo sa kanyang nakapatay ka ng tao.
  • kailangan nating mabigo para matuto pero kahit ganun, iwasan pa rin natin, as much as possible ang mga kabiguan...they break hearts..

Monday, August 3, 2009

move on!

No more racing heartbeats... No more shaking hands... No more late-night tears...

I am happy...happier perhaps.
The heaviness in my heart has been lifted
Now I feel good as new
Ready to see the world, ready to love again...

Hey, I still care for you...
I still want to hear from you...
I still think you're the best in everything...
I still am your # 1 fan besides your mother...

In fact, I still love you, I know I always will, but now with a love that does not need or want you to love me back, now with a love that understands that maybe we really are not meant to be, that there is someone else out there for me and someone even better for you.

I am no longer bitter, in fact, i feel better. Loving you taught me a lot of things from effective techniques to keep awake even in the we hours of the night, to ways of holding back teras. I may not be a better person now. My attitudes may have worsened but one thing's for sure, I am happy, and as of now, for me, that is enough.

I will never forget those days we shared
I will never forget that song that once brought tears to my eyes
And, i will never forget you because you're the reason why I was able to tell myself
"Shocks! Nainlove na ako! ibig sabihin, tao talaga ako...!..ahahaha"