Already gone, kelly Clarkson

i heard this song the other night...
grabe...

sigh...sob...

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
"We were always meant to say goodbye"
"Even with our fists held high It never would've worked out right"
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you
Now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But "I want you to move on"
So I'm already gone

"Looking at you makes it harder But I know that you'll find another That doesn't always make you want to cry"
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
"You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go"
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
"You can't make it feel right When you know that it's wrong"
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone


oh diba, ang sakit sa puso...ahaha

realizations pagkarinig ng kanta:

• ito ang bagong theme song ko...
• ang tanging regalo sa'yo ng isang taong nasaktan mo ay ang magmove on siya at maging ok after everything,,,,ironically,ito rin ang pinakamasakit na parusa niya sa'yo..

new topic
"hindi ko alam kung anong dapat kong gawin.ngayon mukhang mawawala ka na sa akin. dati hindi ganun kasakit ang mawala sila kasi andiyan ka pa..kahit mawala sila,ok lang andyan ka pa naman..at ok na yun para sa akin...pero ngayong mawawala ka na rin ano ng gagawin ko??...sadly, i can't make you stay...i'm incapable of that now..nakakainis naman..ikaw na nga lang ang meron ako.mawawala ka pa..."

next topic:
"selosa talaga ako..i compete for you're attention kahit alam kong hindi ko deserve..malapit na magnext year...pero ayoko pang isipin iyon kasi ngayon pa lang hindi na kita matrato ng maayos..paano pa sa mga susunond na panahon?
minsan, nakakatakot din pag may mga naniniwalang kaya mo,kasi ikaw sa sarli mo, alam mong hindi.paano kung mabigo mo sila?(i just shifted from first person to second person, this is bad...)paano kung masaktan mo yung mahal mo? nakakatakot isiping magtitiwala sila sa'yo bilang ikaw wala kang tiwala sa sarili mo..."