Listening to Adele

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Forgive me first love, but I'm tired.
I need to get away to feel again.
Try to understand why, don't get so close to change my mind.
Please wipe that look out of your eyes, it's bribing me to doubt myself;
simply, it's tiring.

This love has dried up and stayed behind,
and if I stay I'll be alive,
then choke on words I'd always hide.
Excuse me first love, but we're through.
I need to taste the kiss from someone knew.
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You should know that you're just a temporary fix
This is not rooted with you, it don't mean that much to me
You're just a filler in the space that happened to be free
How dare you think you'd get away with tryin' to play me
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I know you haven't made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I've known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong
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But if I tell the world, I'll never say enough
'Cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do if I'd end up with you

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
Or would it be a waste even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there?
Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements
Even if it leads nowhere?
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Never mind I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me I beg I'll remembered you said
sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead
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So I won't let you close enough to hurt me
No, I won't rescue you, you to just desert me
I cant give you, the heart you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables
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You'll never know if you never try
To just forget your past
and simply be mine

Should i Stay, Gabrielle

ever experience hearing a certain song and realizing that all of the lyrics are precisely what's in your heart? That has happened to me lots of times. most recently it's should i stay by gabrielle. i think i don't need to elaborate any further. the lyrics say it all. hahaha.

"Should I Stay?"

Here I am, waiting for a sign, I never seem to know
If you want me in your life, where do I stand
I just don't know
I never feel I know you
'Cause you blow hot and you blow cold, it seems I've grown attached
Though we're not the perfect match
I just can't explain

Should I stay
Should I go
Could I ever really stand to let you go
Can you now find the right words to say
That maybe I'm getting in your way

I feel your warmth, got me wanting more, you've left the door half open
I'm in two minds to explore, but then again
Am I being honest, being truthful to myself, can I see my life without you
Could I be with someone else
It seems I've grown attached, though we're not the perfect match
I just can't explain

Should I stay
Should I go
Could I ever really stand to let you go
Can you now find the right words to say
That maybe I'm getting in your way

Should I stay
Should I go
Could I ever really stand to let you go
Can you now find the right words to say
That maybe I'm getting in your way

It seems I've grown attached
Though we're not the perfect match

Should I stay
Should I go
Could I ever really stand to let you go
Can you now find the right words to say
That maybe I'm getting in your way

SAPUL!

Natatawa na lang ako pag naririnig ko tong mga kantang to!

OO na! sapul na ko! BULL'S EYE NA BULL'S EYE!

Silent Sanctuary
Rebound lyrics

O kay bilis naman
Magsawa ng puso mo
Ganyan ka ba talaga
Bigla nalang naglalaho

Para bang walang nangyari
Di mo man lang sinabi

Sana’y hindi nalang pinilit pa
Wala ring patutungahan
Kahit sabihin ko pang
Mahal kita

Nalulungkot, nayayamot, nagmumukmok
Hindi ko pa yata kaya pang
Labanan ang damdamin ko

Nakakainis talaga
Nagmuhkha tuloy akong tanga
Pinaasa mo kasi
Puso ko ngayon tuloy lumuluha

Dahil iniwan mo kong mag-isa
Limang araw lang ay babay na

Sana’y hindi nalang pinilit pa
Wala ring patutungahan
Kahit sabihin ko pang
Mahal kita

Nalulungkot, nayayamot, nagmumukmok
Hindi ko pa yata kaya pang
Labanan ang damdamin ko

Rebound mo lang pala ako

Almost Lover lyrics
Songwriters: Sudol, Alison Loren;

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind, images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes, clever trick

Well, I?d never want to see you unhappy
I thought you?d want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me in the shade
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never ever forget these images, no

Well, I?d never want to see you unhappy
I thought you?d want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot try the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind

So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy to walk
Right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Why can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

Already gone, kelly Clarkson

i heard this song the other night...
grabe...

sigh...sob...

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
"We were always meant to say goodbye"
"Even with our fists held high It never would've worked out right"
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you
Now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But "I want you to move on"
So I'm already gone

"Looking at you makes it harder But I know that you'll find another That doesn't always make you want to cry"
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
"You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go"
I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
"You can't make it feel right When you know that it's wrong"
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone


oh diba, ang sakit sa puso...ahaha

realizations pagkarinig ng kanta:

• ito ang bagong theme song ko...
• ang tanging regalo sa'yo ng isang taong nasaktan mo ay ang magmove on siya at maging ok after everything,,,,ironically,ito rin ang pinakamasakit na parusa niya sa'yo..

new topic
"hindi ko alam kung anong dapat kong gawin.ngayon mukhang mawawala ka na sa akin. dati hindi ganun kasakit ang mawala sila kasi andiyan ka pa..kahit mawala sila,ok lang andyan ka pa naman..at ok na yun para sa akin...pero ngayong mawawala ka na rin ano ng gagawin ko??...sadly, i can't make you stay...i'm incapable of that now..nakakainis naman..ikaw na nga lang ang meron ako.mawawala ka pa..."

next topic:
"selosa talaga ako..i compete for you're attention kahit alam kong hindi ko deserve..malapit na magnext year...pero ayoko pang isipin iyon kasi ngayon pa lang hindi na kita matrato ng maayos..paano pa sa mga susunond na panahon?
minsan, nakakatakot din pag may mga naniniwalang kaya mo,kasi ikaw sa sarli mo, alam mong hindi.paano kung mabigo mo sila?(i just shifted from first person to second person, this is bad...)paano kung masaktan mo yung mahal mo? nakakatakot isiping magtitiwala sila sa'yo bilang ikaw wala kang tiwala sa sarili mo..."