Nothing

What a long day
Now I'm sitting with dismay
I lost my book, my life in between its pages
I lost myself in a sea of a thousand faces

I feel so exhausted
I want to cry
I feel deserted
But i don't want to die, not yet

I want to cry
But I don't want to show them
I want to cry
But I don't want my eyes swollen

I want to scream
But I don't want anybody to hear
I want to scream
I hope nobody would care

I feel so melancholic
I feel so down
I feel so...
(let's end this)
NOTHING