One Way Do Not Enter

I dreamt of you again...




We were walking close to each other

close enough to hold hands but still far to even try

We were walking uphill towards our friends seated on a table



facing us, they were chattering

and i couldn't help but blush when they said

"bagay talaga sila ano?"



and as a mischievious smile crossed our friend's face, my dream swirled into nothingness



The funny thing about this dream is that i didn't see your face but somehow, i knew it was you.

or i was hoping it was you or i was making myself believe it was you



damn



lagi kitang naiisip

lagi kitang napapanaginipan

lagi akong naghihintay ng text mo

lagi kong iniisip kung anong gagawin mo kung ikaw ang nasa lugar ko

lagi kong iniimagine an makikita kita randomly

lagi, lagi, lagi na lang ikaw



at ang nakakainis sa lahat ng ito...



hindi mo naman ako iniisip

hindi mo naman ako napapanaginipan

hindi ka naman naghihintay ng text ko

hindi mo naman iniisip kung anong gagawin ko kung akoa ng nasa lugar mo

hindi mo naman iniimagine na makikita mo ako randomly

hindi, ni minsan, hindi naman naging ako



sabi ko dati, ok lang kahit hindi mo ako mahal basta ikaw mahal ko.

pero nakakapagod din pala ang lagi na lang ako ang nagbibigay, lagi na lang ako ang nagmamahal

gusto ko rin namang maging selfish minsan and demand the love i deserve



at sa pag-eemo kong ito, may background music "Adele: Melt My Heart to Stone"



And I hear your words that I made up

You say my name like there could be an us

I best tidy up my head I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love



I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

Ilang beses ko kaya dapat ulitin ito sa sarili ko para matauhan ako?



I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love

I'm the only one in love



Well, at least, I'm in love. That must mean I'm capable of loving. And the ability to love guarrantees us that we are humans

That must mean, I'm a human! And if I could love this much, maybe, someday, I'll be loved as much.



At kung sino ka man out there somewhere na itinadhana ni Lord para sa akin, if you're reading this, don't worry.

I promise to keep my heart whole for you <3



(soooobrang cheeeeesy na ng dapat emo post!)



TATA

Margaret Mitchell

Mga Pangarap ng Isang 21 year old na nilalang

Isang gabi matapos gumawa ng copy, napakarandom na naisip ko "Ano nga bang pangarap ko?" (Nagpapakaprofound ang lola mo). Naisip ko bigla. Ikaw, ikaw ang pangarap ko (SOOOOOOOOOOBRANGG CHEEEEEEEEESY) pero actually parang hindi naman. Parang iba ang pangarap ko.Ano nga ba, ano nga ba ang pangarap ko?


pangarap kong kantahin para sa akin ng isang espesyal na tao ang "I'm yours" ng The Script

pangarap kong magtayo ng bahay ampunan

pangarap kong makakuha ng 100 na score sa karaoke

pangarap kong sumayaw ng ballroom
( at habang sinusulat ko ito tumugtog ang "if can see it then i can do it if i just believe it there's nothing to it" i sooooo love you Lord. Ang lakas ng bilib mo sakin)

pangarap kong makasakay sa eroplano

pangarap kong magkaroon ng anak

pangarap kong maging isang mabuting ina

pangarap kong makapagbake ng chocolate cake na masarap

pangarap kong umakytat ng puno

pangarap kong maging dj

pangarap kong sumulat

pangarap kong mapunta sa langit

pangarap kong magsulat ng sarili kong libro

pangarap kong malagay sa dyaryo (for a very positive reason. let's stress that)

pangarap kong makatanggap sa roses

pangarap kong makapagdrive ng kotse

pangarap kong maging proud sila sa akin

pangarap kong mahanap ang "The One"

Pangarap kong makarating sa Great Barrier Reef

Pangarap kong malibot ang Rome

Pangarap kong gumawa ng bag

pangarap kong makawitness ng isang miracle

pangarap kong makapagligtas ng ibang tao

pangarap kong mawala ang lahat ng pimples ko

pangarap kong maging kulot

Pangarap kong maging isang cartoon

pangarap kong makaimbento ng sarili kong recipe na masarap

pangarap kong manalo ng award

pangarap kong mag-out-of -town with my friends

pangarap kong matutong maggitara

pangarap kong matupad ang mga pangarap ko

pangarap kong maging pangarap ng iba. haha

things to do when you're bored to the max like hell

sobrang bored ako today. as in sinearch ko na ang "Things to do when you are bored" sa Google. They have an interesting list actually. ;) tried some. but don't make me tell. it's hilarious. hihi. so i decided to make my own list, for the sake of those like me, bored to the brink of death.

1. Go to peyups.com. anyway, I went to peyups.com for some entertainment. and i found these: haha

nung minahal kita para akong natraffic sa EDSA, i can't move on

ang bilis ng panahon noh? dati ang dami kong gusto, ngayon, ikaw na lang

super laughtrip. mukha akong tanga tumatawa mag-isa. you can choose from a wide array of forums, from boy to boy to girl to girl to RH bill. educating. challenging. entertaining!

2. send someone flowers. just because your day is a not-so-great one, it doesn't mean that you infect others too. i found this really cool site.that sends flowers via email. and a great perk is that it's free! you get to arrange the flowers. choose your vase. choose your card. very sweet.very modern. very unique

3. Google your name. Yes, I know it sounds like a very egotistic thing to do but it's fun. you'll be surprised at what others see when they Google you. My search turned up these results.

syempre puro StatSoc ang lumabas. haha. Narealize ko, ang dali ko pala istalk. haha.

3. Google your crush's name. haha. at syempre hindi ko pwedeng ipaste dito ang print screen ng search na yun. haha. Well, marami ka ring malalaman tungkol sa crush mo through this. For one, malalaman mo kung may facebook ba siya, multiply, formspring, tweeter, and whatsoever. haha. And, one thing leads to another. before you know it, malalaman mo na kung naniniwala ba siya sa destiny o hindi. Kung kumakain ba siya ng bagoong o hindi. Promise. Malalaman mo. haha. Google is very powerful. haha

4. Google your crush's friend's name. Remember what I said about one thing leads to another? Well, I got this idea after coming across a blog where my crush's name was mentioned. In fairness, very interesting ang friend niya na ito. haha. from what he wrote (i was able to read half of his blog) i can deduce that he's fun to be with, very dedicated to his studies and a hopeless romantic. haha. This blog entry was actually inspired by him. so credits to him. haha. I hope to meet him one day =D

5.Write a blog entry about the things you can do when you're bored. haha. This is last but not the least. Well, you got through your boring day so why not share it with others?

Fun right? Before I know it, time is up and I still am not finished writing this! Who said I was bored? haha

TATA